Lack of breath
Lack of stamina
Lack of will
Lack of energy
Lack of certainty
Lack of reason
Lack of remorse
Lack of sanity
Fire
Reminders
Gut rotting
Gut wrenching
Shakes
Sweats
Hallucinations
Innards rebelling
Organs expelling
Heavy
Constant twisting and turning and pulling and prying
Externally alive
Internally deprived
You can be nothing, you can be dust. But you will still cause imprint, you’re too radiant to not.
7 more weeks and I’m on the road for good! So thankful to have this mini getaway this May Long, despite not being able to see everyone I wanted to, but that’s how it goes I guess. At any rate, thanks to everyone who I did get to spend time with and everyone who leant me a place to sleep, shower, and puke my brains out. Cheers fuckers!
This is my first Tattoo, and my only tattoo. I got it after completing my first year at uni, it represents a lot of things to me, all of them positive and it’s a nice reminder to have to look at when it’s been a crappy day.
Curled in a ball wanting to disappear. Harsh movements and hard hands. And after it all, the only thing I wanted other than to lay in the early morning grass alone was you. Out of all the “you“‘s in my life, I wanted you. Someone to hold my hand and tell me it’s alright, someone to be a body, a friend. Someone who knows that anger just as well as I do. I miss you.
